You are experiencing deep inner change, letting go of an aspect of yourself that is no longer serving you and making way for something greater. Do not resist change.
You are experiencing the cycle of change. The wheel is turning and your situation is constantly evolving and shifting. What goes up must come down—and vice versa.
You are in a stalemate, unable to decide which direction to take. Release your grip on having to find the "right" solution. Look at both side and consider alternatives.